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NOT YET A WOMAN

*Found this piece of work in a very old diary*

In the transitional stage of growing up from a girl to a woman,

I am still struggling to get my very own moment.

What is this deep unfathomed sea of emotion in me?

I dive in deep in search of the depth of the deeper meaning in me.

The rules and customs have chained my feet to the ground,

I wait for the stance to make myself proud.

I vow to endure the pain with grace,

Someday I want my light to beckon and ace.

I vow to soar the sky not cry,

I vow to spread my wings not sigh.

Some days I try to accelerate my pace, to get over this phase.

Some days I burn like a firefly with passion,

Rest days I dwell into an unknown state of compassion.

In the on-going process of self acceptance,

I am trying to understand this emerging absence.

Some days I wonder what am I destined to be?

Some days i wonder what the fate has in store for me.

In the transition from going yo from a girl to a woman,

I want to explore, grow, reach the highest peak and be human.

 

 

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THE FEELING UNKNOWN

*Very few will be able to relate to this “unknown feeling”, I’m targeting the emotional ones in the post.*

      “And all of a sudden I felt really tired. like the world has drained me for everything that I had.”- Unknown

How often do we feel lost, let down, disappointed, dissatisfied and stranded by our own feelings and emotions? We as humans should be thankful enough to be able to express our emotions, unlike animals who cannot speak. We on the other hand are so entangled in our own ego and pride that we tend to ignore the emotional turmoil inside us. This emotional turmoil when understood need to be stopped. It will engulf you, chain you and will create a huge void space inside you. There will be many chapters in your life, don’t get lost in one. It can be both a blessing and a curse to be able to feel deeply but you need to understand that unexpressed emotions will never die, they will be buried inside you and may turn you bitter. Emotions are healed when heard and validated. Never shut yourself down, never be afraid to voice your opinion, never ever let the criticism get to your head, do not let anybody take you down without your consent. Be charge of how you feel. Take pride in who you are and how far you have come. Let your feeling and emotions define you, not confine you to a room located inside your head. Pretending is not normal, acting out is. Here’s hoping you clear out your mental blockages and live peacefully. Much love!

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

It’s been a long time since I’ve posted something. “The Road Not Taken” by Robert Frost is very close to my heart. Various thoughts can be associated with it. I would love to read your interpretation of this poem in the comments. Much love!

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I —
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

TIME IS THE BEST HEALER

“Then came the healing time, hearts started to shine, soul felt so fine, oh freeing time it was”                                                                                                                                                                                            -Abherjani

Time is the best answer to hurt. Forgiveness is the cure and above all changing negativity into positivity is the best medicine. Every 24 hours bring with it the opportunity to choose. Time is going to help you, you need to choose to utilize the time to help yourself. Healing is not an overnight process, it is daily cleaning of negative thoughts which reside inside you into positivity. You cannot heal if you refuse to confront yourself. Today will never come again. Be a blessing, be a friend, encourage someone, help someone and spare yourself the negativity. Smile and let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger than you were yesterday. If you carry bricks from your past life to the new one, you will end up building the same house all over again. Healing does not mean the damage will never exist, it means that damage no longer controls your life. Healing will only prevail when you choose to walk away from darkness and move towards the light. Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. Uplift yourself. Clear your path towards mental stability and let the river of positivity flow. May hope rise within you and you be the best possible version of yourself. REJOICE! Love life.

WHY ME? TRY ME

“Smooth roads never make good drivers, clear skies never make good pilots, problem free life never make strong persons, So do no ask life WHY ME say TRY ME.”- Unknown

When life puts you in tough situations, do not say why me? Just say try me. Everything happens for a reason and a purpose with which it serves you. Today i want you to ask yourself this one question – why not you? You are not what happened to you. You are what you choose to become. We are quick to think others are deserving and they enjoy a better life. The truth is we are equally deserving. It is just about the perspective of how you see and manage things. Life will keep on teaching you lessons, have to desire to learn. Fear or losing hope is nothing more than an obstacle that stands in the way of progress. You have to go wholeheartedly into anything in order to achieve anything worth having. Today choose to awaken yourself with a new perspective of the way you see things in your life.