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NOT YET A WOMAN

*Found this piece of work in a very old diary*

In the transitional stage of growing up from a girl to a woman,

I am still struggling to get my very own moment.

What is this deep unfathomed sea of emotion in me?

I dive in deep in search of the depth of the deeper meaning in me.

The rules and customs have chained my feet to the ground,

I wait for the stance to make myself proud.

I vow to endure the pain with grace,

Someday I want my light to beckon and ace.

I vow to soar the sky not cry,

I vow to spread my wings not sigh.

Some days I try to accelerate my pace, to get over this phase.

Some days I burn like a firefly with passion,

Rest days I dwell into an unknown state of compassion.

In the on-going process of self acceptance,

I am trying to understand this emerging absence.

Some days I wonder what am I destined to be?

Some days i wonder what the fate has in store for me.

In the transition from going yo from a girl to a woman,

I want to explore, grow, reach the highest peak and be human.

 

 

THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

“I have lost someone whom i loved as a brother, as a lover, as a closest friend, as a remarkable human being. We have also lost one of the best damn actor we will ever see.”- Jack Lemon

No one heals themselves by wounding another. No matter what at least once in your life someone will hurt you, rip you into pieces and wont even bother to watch where the pieces land. Through the breakdown you will learn more about yourself, more about life. No matter what you will grow from it and conquer yourself. When someone hurts you, think of them as a sand paper. They may scratch and hurt but in the end, you will end up polished. The pain you have been feeling can not be compared to the joy that is coming your way. Life is too short to fight or to regret the past. Count your blessings and move out with your head held high. Let it serve you as an opportunity to be better than what you were before. Do not ask yourself why someone keeps hurting you. Ask yourself why you are allowing them to do so? You will be able to rebuilt yourself. Time in itself is a best healer. People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used. It only takes a few seconds to hurt someone, but it takes years to repair the damage. Cherish the hearts that love you. You never lose by loving, you lose by holding back. Life is short, so make it worthwhile. Do not spend your time grieving, just spend it with a smile.

LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT

Life is the ability to breathe, to grow and to survive. The state of being alive is life. Life is not perfect, it never will be. It is terrifying sometimes and sometimes it is incredibly beautiful. Take pride in how far you have come and how far you can go.  If you are going through hell, keep going.  If everything feels good, make the most of it.  Nothing lasts forever. Create a life that feels good on the inside not one that just looks good on the outside. Enjoy the little things in life because one day you will look back and realize they were the big things. Keep trying, hold on and always believe in yourself because if you don’t then who will? So keep your head high and most importantly “smile” because life is a beautiful thing and there is so much to smile about. Life is what you make it. Make it worth living.